Tuesday, December 11, 2007

7:33 AM

hindi ko na kayang sumaya
binigay ko na ang lahat ng ligaya
SABI NILA humanap ng iba
sabi ko'y hindi na kaya, ikaw na talaga

isa kang ubod ng bulaklak ng sampaguitang hindi pa nakakapagsimulang magbigay ng bango.

nagsimula ang lahat sa nakalipas na panahon. oo. magulo. isa ka kasing hindi napagpatuloy na ala-ala sa aking nakaraan. natapos nang hindi man lang nasimulan. hindi ko naman pinansin.

lumipas ang panahon at sandamakmak na lalaki na ang aking kinalantare. nakaupo ako noon habang nag-iisip ng mga ala-ala, sabay namang tugtog ng making love out of nothing at all ng air supply. punyeta. parang nangaasar pa.


sinubukan kong kalimutan ka gaya ng SABI NILA
ginagawa ang lahat, para kalimutan ang problema
pero lahat ng sakit, bumabalik sa gabi
kapag mag-isa na, at wala ka saking tabi

ang bagong tubong ubod ay nagsisimula nang bumuka.

namumutawi ang ngiti sa aking mga labi nang magbigay ka ng ilang pasaring na ipagpatuloy ang nasimulang hindi ko nabigyang pansin dahil ako noo'y namamangka sa ilog ng isa mong kaibigan.

wala na akong magawa. inaamin ko, nagugustuhan na din naman kita noon.

SABI NILA, wala na daw pag-asa!
tapusin ko na daw ang aking mga pagdurusa
tumigil ang ihip ng hangin, huminga ng malalim.
binuga lahat hanggang sa makakaya.

tumutulong ang mga bubuyog para ikaw at ako'y makapagpunla na.

nagpatuloy ang ating paglalandian. pinupunta-puntahan kita sa pad mo. natutuwa ka naman.

kinilig pa nga ako isang beses ng magpabili ka ng nilagang mais. ang nasa isip ko noo'y misis kita at ika'y naglilihi. Sa pag-uwi kong tangan ang habilin mo'y sisiilin mo ako ng maiinit na halik. magniniig ang ating kaluluwa, sabay tayong lilibot palibot ng mundo sa tatlumpung minuto. walang pakialam ang iba. tayo noo'y naging isa.

dumiretso ang lahat hanggang sa bigla kang nag-u-turn.

hindi ko maiwasang hindi mag-isip.
hinihintay ang sagot, hindi naiinip.
SABI NILA, punyeta, eto nanaman sila.
ginilitan ko na sa leeg hanggang sa lumuha.

naghihintay akong mamukadkad ka na. pero biglang parang bula, hinablot ka ng bata. tinuhog sa sinulid at ipinagbenta sa bangketa. natunaw ang mundo ko.


oo. hindi ko inakalang may ganung factor ka pala. ngunit hindi naman ako nabigla. sanay na ako sa mga lihim mo. lahat naman tayo'y may karapatang maglihim. pero iba ka eh, ibang kaso ang sa iyo. kahit ipaglaban kita sa piskalya eh ipapatalo mo talaga ang kaso. alam kong hindi mo ko kayang ipaglaban. alam ko yun. alam na alam ko.

hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan ang linya mo, "sorry tenshi, but i have a new tenshi now, and this time, it's my baby. sorry."

nagunaw ang mundo ko. gustong maglaho ng buo kong pagkatao. ngayo'y naglakas loob akong isulat to. kung hindi'y sasabog na ang bawat piraso.

ang sampaguitang inalagaan ko'y nawala na sa bakuran ko. malayo na sya. ayaw ko na ng sampaguita, sa susunod nama'y gumamela.
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Monday, November 26, 2007

3:52 AM

MASSACRE. NEW ANGEL

whatta combination

this mornin, twas a shock that's got into me when i heard that the family of my godchild was massacred. whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

last nyt, their father was under a demon's influence [i think] when he attacked the whole family [ate linda; my kumare who is a month pregnant (t), ate linda's mom (t), kaycie (t); the oldest, carol (t), and krissamae; youngest.] only my godchild, krissamae remained alive after that super incident. *sobs* My condolences for the Guapo-Herrera clan.

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this evening was less shocking.

lemme put it this way.

after a long chase for her happiness, Cinderella thought she had found the ultimate.

Months of living in a perfect stranger's realm.

All the sufferings were perfectly deleted.

All's well, Cinderella's an angel, he said.

Cinderella and Charming were workin' it all out.

But the real catch is, Cinderella's makin' all the effort to go to Charming's kingdom and all.

Charming, on the other hand, does nothing except for the umalohokan-thingy he does every night.

but twas really not worth a point.

Being a prince, twas one of his perks.

And everything seemed to be smooth-sailing.

Not until one day, Charming left.

He said he's goin into a battle.

Cinderella doesn't know that twas a lifelong battle.

and she had no choice but to give up.

blood is thicker than water.

CHARMING had a LITTLE PRINCE.

he is 8 months old.

no buts and ifs..

THAT'S THE END OF THIS FAIRY TALE.

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Monday, April 16, 2007

9:42 PM


I never failed to say I miss you

A day or two wouldn't be complete

Without me thinking of you

Every night at bed

It's your face that I see

Though I close my eyes

In my dreams you still dwell.


I never failed to tell you what I feel

I want you to know

That my heart speaks more than my mind can tell

Every line that i write

My heart dictates

What can i do?

I'm so into you!


I never failed to love you

Buy I never asked for you to feel that too!

I was a mad man

With only you in my mind

Did my heart stopped beatin'?

Or does my mind wanna stop thinkin'?


I never failed to...

I never faile...

I neve...

I...


I admit it!

I FAILED TO HAVE YOU!
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Sunday, April 01, 2007

7:16 PM

-yi- -ER- -san-

Two Names People call you?
- Phip
- Phokz

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now?
- jeans
- my favoRite fLip-fLop

Two Things You Want in a Relationship?
- trust
- appreciation

Two of Your Favorite Things to do?
- ReaD
- wRite

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment?
- Si Yatot ko (thing ba yun?) Basta! I want him badLy eh!! hahah
- Nokia N91 hahah

Two pets you had/have?
- dog (si faerie)
- colored chicks (i won a pair last fiesta hahah)

Two people who will fill this out?
- Ate DaryL?
- di ko na alam weh.. hahaha

Two things you did last night?
- katxt c Yatot
- SoundtRip to the Max hahaha

Two People that live in your house?
- Me
- popzie (actually, kamueng 2 lang talaga.. hahaha)

Two things you ate today?
- chocolate
- water

Two people you talked to last ?
- Granny
- my neighbors (matsika ako weh.. hehehe)

Two Things You're doing tomorrow?
- Sleep so much
- Rest

Two favorite beverages?
- Red iCed Tea
- Four-seasons juice

Two most recent movies you watCHED?
- 300
- DReam girLs
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

7:56 PM




UNCONSCIOUSLY I'm waiting..
In my DREAMS, you DWELL.
You're living there, but what do I know?
You're something WORTH DISCOVERING
A beautiful CREATURE I was waiting for

MONTHS PASSED..
[oh my, here I go with my writing again]

I heard nothing from you
And hell yeah!
Just as I was EXPECTING
You were holding my favorite
(DAMN! This stupid "sweet-tooth-able")
A cake with THREE LIGHTED CANDLES
What was that for?
It's just too good to be true
Of course, it's just the "DREAM ROUTINE" I'm always having

But yeah! I almost forgot
I thing I already TOLD you
So please LEAVE THAT DREAM
And turn those FANTASIES into OUR REALITY...


-BULAGTA-

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Thursday, March 15, 2007

5:38 AM

GURI-GURI

CAN U NAME 10 PPL
DO NOT READ THE WHOLE BULLETIN!!! JUST
QUICKLY COPY AND PASTE.... DON'T SPOIL IT.

Name 10 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 9 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list
the names first.. No cheating!!!

1. Kwek
2. Lai

3. Dze

4. Sis

5. Rea

6. Yatot

7. Rusan

8. Kaye

9. Sunday

10. Venn


DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS U FILLED UP THE TOP!

- How did you meet 3?
= sa iskooL.. kaya masaya weh.. hehehe

- What would you do if number 2 and
6 were going out?
= hindi mangyayare. ayaw ni Lai dun eh..

- What do you know about number 8?
= Pareho kameng may Yatot..

- What do you think of number 7?
= mahinhin at super shy type.. aheheh

-What would you do if number 5 confessed he / she love you?
= puki ka gurL! d tayo taLO!! hahaha

- A fact about 9?
= haLf nigeRian xa. ASTIG!

- Who is 1 going out with?
= dunno..

- What's 4 do for a living?
= wahaha. umaasa lang 2ng lokang 2. di na kailangan magwork.. heheheh

- Where does 7 live?
= kasama ko sa apartment..

- What do you like about number 1?
= lahat..

- Do you miss number 2?
= Kasama ko lage yan halos araw araw weh.. hehehe

- What is your opinion of number 6?
= wwwaaahhh.. basta miss ko na xa..

- What do you think about number 5?
= sooPer frend ko yan..

- What would you do if 3 and 8 were going out?
= ano?????

- Who does 2 like?
= si AL.. at sino pa?

- Would you ever go to the movies with number 9?
= oo naman!! kasama pa tropa.. heheh

- Is number 2 hot?
= baka nilalagnat.. hehehe

- What can u say about number 10?
= AAAAAHHHHHHH..... LAVENIA!! hahaha

- How many of them did you meet on friendster?
= wala naman.. friends talaga..
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Monday, March 05, 2007

5:21 PM

natalie dee

HOW TO MAKE A GUY LOVE YOU

Sing to him songs of love
Tell him all the answers
Don't ask why he says no
Or tell him where to go
Sometimes, it's only him that matters
Regardless of what you say, don't argue much
When he talks, you listen
Don't dare to disagree on his decision
Follow what he wants
But give yourself limitations
Cook if you must
His stomach is a way to his trust
If he leaves you
Spend some time waiting
Maybe tomorrow's a new beginning
It's in waiting that we learn.
Just one thing.
CONTINUE LOVING.
Though pain occurs
It's part of the whole darling...
JUST LOVE
and let love give you the reason to live.
Live to LOVE.
LOVE to live.
But don't leave LOVE.
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