Wednesday, February 28, 2007

7:50 PM

Hindi ako ang nagdecide na ganito nalang tayo..
Hindi ko alam na yun pala ang ginawa mo..
Nasaktan kita?
Ba't hindi ko alam..
Iba nga nung magkaibigan tayo..
Pero mas maganda siguro kung meron talagang "TAYO"..
Nasasaktan ka?
Sa palagay mo hindi masakit sa'kin ang nangyayari?
Hindi ka nga makapag-decide dba?
Yun ba talaga?
O may iba na?
Pwede mo namang sabihin eh..
Hindi yung ganito..

Ay TANGA...

HINDI PALA AKO YUN...
='(
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Sunday, February 25, 2007

5:32 AM

THERE IS NOTHING BETTER THAN THE TRUTH

I'm hurting
Hoping that you are not lying
What i am feeling now
Oh my..
Webster cannot define
It hurts.
Yep.
Reality really bites.
But why can't he tell me?
He can hurt me anytime he wanted
I gave him the priviledge to do that
How?
Simply by loving him.
But I am hurting.
I hope you'll not be carried by other's words
What I've told you is more than what Poe or Shakespeare could ever say...
I'm hurting.
And it hurts like hell.
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Friday, February 23, 2007

4:32 AM



21st WISH

I WISH you would realize how much I've grown
I WISH you would see how much it's shown
I WISH i could have you when i'm all alone
I WISH our love to last forever
I WISH you were the sweetest boy ever
I WISH i could hold you ever so tight
I WISH you were here each and every night
I WISH that even with a problem, this will last
I WISH i always love you, even in days past
I WISH i could tell god how i feel
I WISH i could thank him for making this real
I WISH i never had to say goodbye
I WISH all this love wouldn't make me cry
I WISH our love could stand the test of time
I WISH you knew you were worth every single rhyme
I WISH i knew you all my life
I WISH someday you will be my life
I WISH this feeling i have will never go away
I WISH you could believe me till my dying day
I WISH one day, you will say "i really love you"
I WISH my wish will someday come true.



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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

5:29 AM

TIAW


When darkness and silence is all you could see,
You'll experience the fullness of love,
As the memory of me descends like a dove.
You'd know that I would be there just like from the start,
But you will still not know the depth of my heart.
The glow of my comfort late at night,
The warmth I give you when you walk out of sight.

You never know, should your solitude quickly flee.
Could that mean I am the right one for thee?
Yes your dreams for that loved one overnight would come true
And I would never let loose what I have found in you.
So be silent my prince, and in time you will see;
That the greatest of gifts is to get to know me.
And though it may always seem late;
Just remember to always wait.
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Monday, February 19, 2007

7:04 PM


["nee amata wo mitsukete soshite midoto wasurezu, domma mi mume ga itakut'emo soba mi iru mo..zutto..zutto..zutto"]


=====================

"naraba enrosuto maro, nani mune en tezawari. datte izan kan enrosuto maro moshi otaku gozen keshitte waga. ara hau en negai maro gozen waga."


"¿si le pierdo qué voluntad que lo hago? Pero cómo puedo perderle si usted nunca es mina. Oh cómo deseo usted es mina."


if i lose you. what will i do?
But how can i lose you if you are never mine..
Oh how i wish you are mine..
why Love? when you'll lose..
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Thursday, February 15, 2007

11:54 PM

HHaayyyy...
EEErrrr...
As iF?
Adik ka.
Oo, pokemon ako eh...
SinO?
Si togepi..

Hindi ko alam kung ano na bang meron
Nahihirapan ako, di mo ba alam?
Masaya naman tayo diba?
Pero nagtaka ako nang bigla kang naiba
Ano na bang meron?

Paranoid ako pag hindi kita kausap. Alam mo yan.
Nag-aalala na baka mawala ka pa.
Sabi mo, natatakot kang maging "ex" nalang tawag ko sa'yo...
Eh paano yun? Subukan kaya muna nating magsimula?
Ano na bang meron?

Iniisip ko kung bakit ba ganito,
Siguro may gumugulo lang sa isip mo.
Pero una palang dba? Sinabi natin sa isa't-isa...
Walang lihiman, sasabihin lahat ng problema.
Ano na bang meron?

Gusto mo bang mawala na ako?
Pero 'di mo lang masabi?
Pagsubok ba 'to na kailangan kong malampasan?
O, wala lang dahil gusto mo lang?
Bakit, ano na bang meron?
ANONG MERON?
Ako..
Naghihintay..
reaksyOn.sagOt.ano na?
Monday, February 12, 2007

5:03 AM



THE RED LIGHT CALLED L-O-V-E


People on the street walkin'..


Damn!!


There's lotsa them!!

>I STOPPED< >BREATHE IN.OUT<

After my daily work out in a nearby gym, i took a jeepney home. It's been a hard program knowing it's my first time to do that never ending arm stretch and those metals became my burden. My legs and arms are killin' me, walkin' twice in that 5th floor room made it worst. Waiting for that f*ckin ride seemed inevitable.

Finally! I am comfortably seated in an eight-seater jeepney. Oh my. Just then i noticed that my driver was that stupid man again. Oh my. It took quarter of an hour for that f*ckin' jeepney to start.

And of course, after several “shouting” of my belly, the jeepney flew.

We stopped in an intersection.

The three-eyed bastard said it was time to stop.

>WE STOPPED.<

But when that freakin' light signaled that we should go, I noticed that that's just the time that some funny creatures went aboard the vehicles.

Oh my.

A thought came into my mind.

Why is it in loving, when we are trying to move on and go ahead with life, some freakin' bastards will just come in, flying, with a f*ckin grin on their faces.

>SIGH.<

AAI in figure 1 (SUB-PRE) commits the Fallacy of Existential Import.

>END OF LINE.<





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Monday, February 05, 2007

10:48 PM


SYANG JE YI WO AI

I know you've been hurt before
And it's hard for you to ignore
But for the moment, why not try me with these?
I won't promise, I'll just do my best
Your heart's been strucked with hurting thorns
And until now, you're still affected
I don't know what i should do
Let that heart heal?
Or I'll just go straight inside you?
I want to watch as you slowly sleep
Wishing it's you forever I will kep
But oh, forever cannot be defined
Then, I will just love you 'til it's my time
Because I tell you, this feeling tends to grow
Though spaces between us are miles to go
I cannot wait for the time to come.

The time when I will call you mine.
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4:14 AM

TOP TWO!!

top 2 things found in your wallet as always:
1. Different cuRRencies/ MOney
2. Cards

top 2 things to do when i'm sad:
1. Sing to the maX
2. Lafang

top 2 songs you can listen to again and again:
1. iRRepLaceabLe
2. iF

top 2 reasons to watch television:
1. to hear abOUt the Latest news/ Gossip aheheh
2. i need somE entertainment

top 2 places I'd want to visit 10 yrs.from now:
1. Taj MahaL
2. Paris

top 2 current obsessions:
1. black paint for my room..
2. books..

top 2 favorite nicknames:
1. Phip
2. Phokz

top 2 favorite food:
1. Seafood Pasta ng French Baker
2. Maja bLanca ni MOmzie

top 2 favorite snacks:
1. Kwek kwek
2. Lasagna

top 2 favorite website:
1. BLOGSPOT
2. G4M

top 2 favorite things to do:
1. Sing and dance (magkasama ahehehe)
2. Surf the neT

top 2 favorite places:
1. Apartment sa dasma
2. Sa bahay niLa Laiza (beshie ko)

top 2 places where I love to shop:
1. SM Malls
2. Tutuban Mall (wee.. ansaya!!)

top 2 movies I could watch over and over:
1. The NOtebOOk
2. Bring it ON

top 2 persons you want to be with:
1. My MoM
2. honestLy, si KWek ko.. (wee)

top 2 things you can't live without (aside from money):
1. Phone
2. Books (my buddies)

top 2 colors you want:
1. black with yellow
2. black with pink

top 2 persons you admire most:
1. Ms. CieLy Murania (4th year adviser)
2. My MOm and her bestfriend (their story)

top 2 things you want to do right now:
1. Makipag-cuddLe with kwek (kaso mainit uLo niya habang ginagawa ko 2..)
2. GUmaLa..
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Sunday, February 04, 2007

5:04 AM




HOW LOVE HURTS


My heart had once been broken in two
I look back and I think-
how could I have thought his love was true?
How could I have allowed myself to be used,
allowed him to make me feel so much pain,
become afraid to love again...?
But then you came into my life.
I couldn't help falling in love.
I never loved anyone this way before .
this love we share means so much more
But, yet, I'm still hesitant to let you into my heart,
afraid you'll just take it all apart.
Tears rolling down my eyes,
hoping, praying that what you're telling me aren't lies,
hoping I can read between the lines.
I'm comtemplating whether your love is real
'cuz it's hard to tell the way someone really feels.
I'm afraid to let you in my life, afraid to love again.


yet, i still let you in...
reaksyOn.sagOt.ano na?
Thursday, February 01, 2007

5:19 AM


GURI GURI
1. 4th grade teacher's name:* Ms. Dalisay
2. Last words you said to dad:* tinext ko kayo na mababa ang grades ko last sem..
3. Last song you sang:* irreplaceable (sound trip) song of the month ko!!
4. Last person you hugged:* Tambook (Jonna)
5. Last thing you laughed at:* ang dance step namin sa apartment kanina.. ahihi
6. Last time you said I love you andmeant it:* last tym nung kachat ko yung isang bata.. (kwek ko)
7. Last time you cried:* last tym.. (sa loob ng computer shop)
8. Last time you went on vacation:* it was a 3 day vacation in Baguio last January something.. saya!!
9. What color socks are you wearingnow:* gray sa left.. brown sa right.. kakatuwa.. sinaday ko kaninang umaga.. ahihi
10. What's under your bed?* important documents..
11. What time did you wake up today:* 8 a.m.
12. Current Taste:* i stiLL crave for sweets.. bLame that on my sweet tooth..
13. Current thing you're doin?* making an item for my bLog
15. Current annoyance:* ung isang taong kinukulit ako sa txt.. omg..
16. Current longing:* for my kwek.. na miss ko xa maghapon.. (promise)
17. Current desktop background:* black bones
18. If you could play any instrumentwhat would it be:* i know the how to's of guitar.. violin sana or piano.. ahihi
19. Favorite color(s):* black with yellow or black with pink
20. How tall are you:* 5'5 ata or 5'6
21. Current favorite word/saying:* puki ka?
22. Favorite Show:* cHarmed
23. Favorite season:* summer
24. What is your career going to belike:* something media-inclined or i'll be a teacher..
25. How many kids do you want:* 2 to 3 would be enuf..
Have you ever...
26. Said "I love you":* minsan lang pero i meant it..
27. Gotten in a fight with yourdog/cat/bird/fish, etc:* wahehehe.. yung aso nung neighbor namin kaaway ko.. hahah
28. Have you ever been to anotherstate:* nosebleed... ahahah
29. Been to Spain:* wahahah.. sana..
30. Been to California:* ano ba?
31. Been to England* ano ba X2?
32. Been to Mexico:* si marimar oo..
33. Been to Paris:* one of the places i would love to visit..
34: Been to Australia?:* isa pa 2.. tsaka singapore din..
35. Dreamed something really crazy andthen it happened the next day:* wahahah.. it happened 2 times na..
36. Do you have a crush on someone:* travis pastrana (BMX CHAMPION)
37. What book are you reading now?:* 3.. sabay sabay.. -kilig factor, -haggete, -CS for the teenage soul 3
38. Where is it?* sa study table ko
39. What is the first thing you thinkwhen you wake up in the morning?:* wee.. si Kwek.. katuwa nga eh..
40. How many rings before you answer:* 1st ring palang..
41. Future daughter's name?:* Abcde.. (ab-si-di)
42. Future son's name?:* Tristan Brixx..
43. What do you sleep with:* sa kwarto ko, 6 pillows, 2 blankets at syempre, si BITOY.. sana makatabi ko na yung TAOng gusto kong makasama..
44. What do you wear to sleep:* minsan pag nasa bahay, undies lang, sa apartment, minsan wala.. hahaha LOLz..
45. Where are you:* sa Dasma
46. Where do you wish you were?:* sa tabi ni kwek.. ahihih (kiLig)
47. Piercings:* i wish i had 1..
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